Today I was offered two different graduate assistantships for Graduate school in the fall. I’m attending IUP for Student Affairs in Higher Education and was offered a position at PennState for Judicial Affairs and a ResLife position at Clarion University. I know which position I’m going to take and I am so excited! This is all making the end of my undergrad come up very quickly! Graduation is in 23 days. I can’t believe it!
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I can’t quite begin to explain what is in the air? I’m feeling unsettled just about everyday. I keep finding myself to be worried or puzzled about various things. I know it has a large part to do with graduating. This is by far one of the biggest transitions in my life second on my list. It would go right on the list of transitions directly after childbirth.
I know that I see myself being successful and doing great things. It however, is all in a matter of time. Time that can appear to be very long in nature but fast in action. There are a few weeks remaining to graduation on May 16th. Last week was the grad finale and I took my senior pictures, brought my cap and gown, and contributed to the senior class eco-fund. The eco-fund is a great project because it will help support future green initiatives for campus projects. I am going to make the most of the remaing time and I’m extremely delighted to have come this far and to have as much admiration and love for SUNY Oswego these past years!
I love Oswego when the weather is nice. The campus is unbelievably beautiful, and so is the lake. I recently realized that I may very possibly have a touch of SAD, which is an acronym for Seasonal Affective Disorder. Although Winter was not the source of the low feelings I’ve been experiencing for the past few months, I cannot deny that it has played a key role in it. I think it affects a lot of us, especially those who do not have cars or readily available methods of transportation. The weather does not permit walking since it is so bad, and you therefore feel trapped in a bubble.
The reason I feel as if that has had a lot to do with the way I have been feeling is because ever since the weather has gotten considerably better, I am much happier. There are other reasons for that, but I know as a fact that that has something to do with it. I know how the cold weather and the snow make me feel. I hate it, and I know how the warm weather and the sun make me feel, and it is the basic opposite.
I know that there aren’t that many photos here, but I have included a couple of photos of the lake. I went down to see the sunset tonight at around 8 PM tonight and could not believe how utterly beautiful the sight was. The water was a purple-pink color, because the color of the setting sun was reflecting on it. It was definitely a sight to see. If I could have that all year round, it would be awesome. I usually get the same argument from people when it comes to this too. “You shouldn’t have picked Oswego then.” However, just about anywhere in New York State is going to snow, and I would say that we actually had a fairly bearable winter this year. The snow, for example, went much earlier than it did in Rome, which is where I live.
I’m not really sure what the point or central message to this blog entry is or if there even is one. I just felt that I’d share some random thoughts. Enjoy the photos!
Tomorrow, I go home for Easter. That’s exciting. I always love going home. I just really hope the weather is halfway decent, because if it’s not, I won’t have a ride. My mom said that she’s not picking me up if the weather is like it was today. Can you believe this weather? It’s snowing, and it’s freezing cold in April. That’s just a little ridiculous in my opinion.
Well, I didn’t have the best day yesterday. Firstly, I was really sick. My head felt like it was pounding on my skull, I was really dizzy, I felt like I was going to pass out and my throat was irritated for some reason. On top of that, it was Monday, April 6, meaning I found out whether or not I am an RA or RM next year, and as it turns out, I’m not. It came as a major shock to me.
I wasn’t shocked, because I’m simply so conceited that I wouldn’t expect to be rejected. I was shocked, because I thought my chances were good. I figured that if I didn’t get the RM job at Johnson (which is what I wanted primarily), I’d at least get an RA job somewhere. I was told that there were approximately 130 students applying, and they were accepting approximately seventy, so I really thought that I had a good chance. I was not expecting to receive a rejection letter, so that really threw my day even more off balance than it already was. I was very upset and disappointed.
Well, let’s hope that this snow goes away soon. This is April. Like I said, this is just a tad bit ridiculous.
Over spring break a few of my friends and I decided to venture downtown and visit the Dallas World Aquarium and Zoological Garden. I had never been before and I have to say this place is absolutely amazing! The entire exhibit is located within an old refurbished warehouse and they have a huge variety of marine life and tropical flora and fauna on display (see pictures below). My friends and I had a blast, so if anyone reading this is planning on being in Dallas, or even Texas, anytime soon definitely check this place out!
The indoor waterfall!!
Freshwater stingrays…& turtles
Jackass Penguins…the only penguins found in Africa!
Out of the many life lessons both inside and outside of the classroom, dreaming bigger has to be one of my top lessons. From each step and each year that I moved forward at SUNY Oswego I never once have gotten stuck or felt that I could just stop at any point and just remain where I was. After each moment in time there is always something that I wanted to accomplish whether that meant making the Dean’s list, getting a job on campus, joining an organization, landing an internship, amongst other things I just kept moving.
Moving and moving not to stop once. That is to say once I got to a place that I wanted and it became a reality I just continued to strive for more. This was not out of greed but out of need. The need to always seek improvement. The need to always learn more. The need to always give more. The need to always work harder. The need to consistently make a difference for the greater good and community at-large. None of that would be any fun or worth the wild if I were to stop at just one achievement. So, I challenge you or anyone else to take the next leap of faith to being able to continue to strive and work harder at whatever it is that you may want, love, and/or enjoy. Thats one of many lessons I learned at SUNY Oswego. What are you prepared to learn? After all it was my thoughts that carried me and lead me to this point. What’s on your mind? What do you think about?
Last Friday, which just happened to be my 25th birthday, I received some amazing news! Over spring break I decided to apply for an advanced summer research internship at the Dallas Zoo. I received an email Friday offering me the internship position with the Dallas Zoo…which I immediately accepted! I have been assigned to work with Dr. Sue Booth-Binczik and will be assisting her with setting up the new elephant research program. While I do not know the full details on the research I will be conducting, I will be sure to keep everyone updated on all my adventures over the summer. The internship will start in May and continue into August…I am totally stoked!
I have to say the Dallas Zoo made my birthday!
What a beautiful day out there today, nice and windy, even some snow was flurrying down from the sky. I cannot wait until the nice weather comes and stays. It was such a tease when it was in the 60’s this past weekend and now it is raining/snowing, but it is not going to stay for long!Having a dorm next to the lake in the warmer weather is such a great experience. Either you can look out the window in the morning and see the beautiful lake with the sun shining on it, or at lunch time you can get a bagged lunch to go and go sit on the grass next to it with a bunch of friends. You can even do your schoolwork while sitting next to the lake, you cannot get much nicer than that.
Enough about the weather, I just got a little excited because winter is pretty much over. There is a little over a month until the semester is over! For some this is a happy time, but for most, it is a time of stress and endless amounts of work. As I stated in a previous blog, the best thing is to take things one at a time. It really works.
I have a 15-20 page paper due Friday, a test Wednesday, a test Friday, a paper to revise and hand-in by Wednesday, lots and lots of online work and so much more. That is only one week, but it really isn’t that bad even though it sounds it. I started today and got a lot of work done by just making myself sit at my computer, signing offline so I couldn’t check my buddy list and facebook every two seconds, and did work. Granted I still have a lot more work to do, a nice chunk is out of the way and it is such a great feeling.
Speaking of work, I should probably get back to that and get some more done while I am still in the mood to do homework. Good luck to everyone with papers, tests, finals etc.
One thing that it has taken me four years at Oswego to figure out is my finances. Coming to college was so difficult for me because I could buy whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted, without my parents being there to question my every purchase. I thought I had it all figured out, then I turned 21. I don’t mean that I spend all my money on alcohol and get drunk every weekend, but simply going out to eat and having a drink with dinner costs more than expected when it all adds up. Books, gas money to drive home and other little things all add up too. I usually can keep a good balance with my money because I’ve always had a job while I’ve been here, but it’s hard to get ahead and save. Something I finally had to do when I reached my breaking point worrying about money (it’s not worth worrying about money) was to make a spread sheet of my spending and deposits. I know it’s a little late to do this and get organized, but I have to start somewhere! My advice to everyone coming to college would be to get as organized as soon as possible and be thrifty! I’d rather be prepared for the future than worry about being broke all the time.